[Verse 1]
I keep my bedroom like a crime scene
Coffee rings
Half-read books
Torn seams
I like the waste

There’s a halo in my mess
Broken glass
A crown at best
I make art out of my grief
Frame the word
Never clean the wounds

[Chorus]
I’m in love with the chaos
Baby
Tender as a bruise on my heart
Call it holy
Call it fucking crazy
I’ll kiss the burn while I choke
Yeah
I worship the the fallout
Every cracked little part of me
I’m in love with the chaos
Baby
And that shit don’t wanna set me free

[Verse 2]
I cancel plans then miss the crowd
Scroll myself into the ground
Write sweet poems I’ll never send
Light them up
Watch the pages burn

In a garden full of knives
Soft petals
Sharpened lies
I want calm
I wanted storms
In the space I breathe

[Chorus]
I’m in love with the chaos
Baby
Tender as a bruise on my heart
Call it holy
Call it fucking crazy
I’ll kiss the burn while I choke
Yeah
I worship the the fallout
Every cracked little part of me
I’m in love with the chaos
Baby
And that shit don’t wanna set me free

[Breakdown]
I make a garden out of wreckage
Fold my pain like fitted sheets
I say “fine”
But I mean
“Come see the beautiful
Broken
Fucked-up in me”

[Chorus]
I’m in love with the chaos
Baby
Tender as a bruise on my heart
Call it holy
Call it fucking crazy
I’ll kiss the burn while I choke
Yeah
I worship the the fallout
Every cracked little part of me
I’m in love with the chaos
Baby
And that shit don’t wanna set me free